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Created on 2009-05-03 03:34:22 (#19907674), last updated 2009-08-21
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Basic Info| Name: | bryana50cents16 |
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| Location: | Spokane, Washington, United States |
BioWell my name is just gonna be anidee on here just in case someone i know finds this blog and get me in trouble. im 17 and 180 pounds standing at 5 ft 4 inches, i want to lose weight so im going to stop eating everything except salads. i live with my fat ass wanna be whore mom. i visit my step dad a lot which im happy but he's a fat guy too and eats too much.
everyday i count down until im 18 because of my mom which i call her the 'She-Devil.' she doesn't understand that she is hurting me. all she does is spend her money on her porn producer boyfriend, which he's oviously using her, (he's like 10 yrs younger than my mom, so...) and worries only about her own life which is partying and pretending i don't exsist in her life for 24 hours.
she was never like this before until i was 14 and i guess she realized she was getting old so she just said fuck it i'm having fun. now she just dumps my poor bro on me and my sis to watch while she goes out EVERY FUCKING NIGHT. everytime we call her she clicks ignore on her phone. it pisses the shit out of me when she tries to say she has done so much for us when we complain to her and she turns it around and makes it our fault.
i think im building up my feeling inside and its dying to be free. I've been eating to feel better but i realized i she be in control of my weight since i cant control my life. when i turn 18 im going to scream in her face for like 30 secs and cuss at her for a minute i know i will feel good and free. then ill move out and have nothing to do with her, ever! :))
everyday i count down until im 18 because of my mom which i call her the 'She-Devil.' she doesn't understand that she is hurting me. all she does is spend her money on her porn producer boyfriend, which he's oviously using her, (he's like 10 yrs younger than my mom, so...) and worries only about her own life which is partying and pretending i don't exsist in her life for 24 hours.
she was never like this before until i was 14 and i guess she realized she was getting old so she just said fuck it i'm having fun. now she just dumps my poor bro on me and my sis to watch while she goes out EVERY FUCKING NIGHT. everytime we call her she clicks ignore on her phone. it pisses the shit out of me when she tries to say she has done so much for us when we complain to her and she turns it around and makes it our fault.
i think im building up my feeling inside and its dying to be free. I've been eating to feel better but i realized i she be in control of my weight since i cant control my life. when i turn 18 im going to scream in her face for like 30 secs and cuss at her for a minute i know i will feel good and free. then ill move out and have nothing to do with her, ever! :))
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